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Gosh time flies!! I can not believe I have not been on here since Nov of 2006!!! Were has the time gone? Here is an update - my wee girl is not so we anymore. She is officially a "big girl" now as she is almost 21 months old! She has been talking a lot for a while now but some of it is becoming legible! She says no in the cutest way with a little accent and a shake of her head! So cute! She is loads of fun right now and she has the most amazing personality! She is kind, caring and sweet but can also cop a pretty good attitude! I can not even begin to explain the relationship that has developed between me and my little girl….. She brings sunshine to every day of mine and Trevor's life. Speaking of Trevor, today is our 4th wedding anniversary! Holy cow It feels like we were married yesterday and all of a sudden we have the most precious wee girl with another one on the way to make our family complete. Yup, I am pregnant again. We are expecting our next little bundle of joy on October 23rd. So needless to say that is were my life is at right now. Working, taking care of Savannah and Trevor and getting ready for the new little addition to our family. As for my weight loss it took a turn for the worse when I returned to work. I have no excuses… I gave up. I juts could not be bothered anymore. I was to busy focusing on my family and went back to old habits to get me through my stresses and then voila there was that dreaded 200 pound mark again! Noooooo! I vowed to never get back there but I was there again and could not be bothered to do any thing about it. I had many half arsed attempt but never put my heart into it. Then at about 205 lbs I found out I was pregnant again. This time took a little longer and I should have been working out and eating good while trying but I didn't. I kicked my but because I could have lost 20 pound while we were trying, but I didn't and now I am stuck at over 200 until I have this next baby. It is harder this time being pregnant and over weight. I am not sure if it is my size or that this is my second, but I am exhausted and so sore all over. Plus I am having a next to impossible time finding maternity clothes that fit and are comfy. Apparently over weight woman do not get to were cute maternity clothes! I am not doing too badly as I am 19 weeks and have gained about 12 pounds (at my last check). I can not weight to get back into my work outs and eating to lose weight. I know it will be so hard once I have two kids, but I need to make time or I will not be here in the future for my kids and husband. I would love to get back into shape over the course of my year maternity leave. I am done work on October 3rd to spend some time with Savannah. But once I have this baby, I am giving myself 6 weeks to get feeling better then I am getting back into my workouts. I will need to start over…. Take it slow one step at a time.
Anyhoo that is were I am at. Things are going well besides getting more and more pregnant each day! We go for our 20 week ultrasound on 5-Jan, so hopefully we will find out what we are having.
Take care,
Wendy
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